sigh. chinese o levels is in twenty days time. wow! and chinese is still quite foreign to me. goodness.

and i am not anticipating the mye's results cause i know i won't do well thanks to the very very last minute day-before studying thing that has been ongoing for this mid-year. and miss wong said that only 9 people passed for English? the rest is like, close to single digit marks. sigh, i can already picture mr tan's expression. he'll be like. what! your marks are something-or-other only!

and math! goodness, mrs lim said that we didn't do well, and she went on to tell us about some sec 5 classes back in some year, and they failed their math, all of them except for one. it's funny how she can talk to you about something so devastating and she can have this very amused expression on her face as if it's a wow kind of thing. hah!

and i screwed up my oral. miss chai said that i should cut down on my 'ahhs' and i am thankful that i got her. maybe cause it's a familiarity kind of thing? sigh! and anyway i can predict my geog scores already. screw it man. even miss lau knows that we didn't study for chem.

goodness. i'm fretting over o levels!!! chinese is my ultimate most hated subject ever! even i can't believe it that my parents speak chinese, very fluently at that. sigh!

and it's a HOT HOT DAY! woke up, had school came home, and i felt as if i was melting. literally.

melts; gosh, why won't singapore snow! can't we move down or up the equator? sighh. it feels like summer. what a bummer!